I'm BACK =)

YO!
ok, it's been ages! hahah no la.
i know i have not updating this blog of mine. BECAUSE
i forget all about it. i MEAN LITERALLY FORGOT! i'm serious.
I took half an hout or so to remember my password. i tried and tried and tried and TRIED and T-R-I-E-D. and FINALLYYYYYYY, BOOMZ! hahahah i remember it.
you all want know what cause it????

ANIME!!!!!!!!!

seriously, i've been watching anime. and i'm always late for training because of anime. hahahaha. i can watch anime till 5 AM IN THE MORNING! or not evenn sleep. i tell you, the com is going to explode one day. WILL IT??? haha.

and yeah, ppl out there who say anime is RUBBISH. and it's for ppl who hhas NO LIFE. think again. haha, BECAUSSEEEEEE
I USED TO BE ONE OF THE PPL OUT THERE. irony much? hahaa.YEAH i change my opinions about anime. hahaha it's FUN! OKOK STOP TALKING BOUT ANIME. cause it's boring.

hmmm..... training had been good. i like our new coach. HE"S FUNNY. though when he gets angry he'll be very SCARY. aiya, no coach wont get angry one la. hahha

he's cute too. hes has this baby cheeks, and his eyebrows is going downward. it's like when he laugh the expression wont change. HAHAHAH.

soooooo yeah, today training.
hmmm... had PT. GRRR. i hate PT. bacause got running. ahahha
i hate running i dunnoe why.i can do weights, everything EXCEPT running. HAHAHHA
than ball drills, match etc.

k it's 12+ so i havve to watch anime. and tommorroe TRAINING!!!! YYYEAAH! ahhaah
bye.

am addicted. ANIME XD

i cant believe i'm saying this but but but
I LOVE ANIME!!!!! hahahahah
but i like those kind that has violence? supernatural? a lil bit of romance though xD
FIRST ANIME I WATCHED.

ELFEN LIED

I SHALL LET YOU ALL READERS SEE THE AMV ENJOY



it's cool how the girl kill all those ppl. I LOVE IT. SUPER COOL. the anime contains nudity, but not that serious la. DUN THINK WHAT YOU"RE THINKING NOW. i am NOT HORNY k. haha. and the anime have serious violence. IT"S SUPER COOL. how the girl kill. ok i've said that twice. haha. but seriously. GO WATCH!! i'm sure ya'll be addicted too. xD

AND i watched another anime, 2 different animes in 5 days time. HAHAH see addicted? lols
the anime called VAMPIRE KNIGHT, the second season is VAMPIRE KNIGHT GUILTY.
kennett recommended it to me. NICE I TELL YOU! lols hahahah. here's the amv



hahhaa . i knw i knw. all animes i watched has blood involve. But this not as bad as elfen lied. say only 2.5% of blood involving altogether? haha idk. NICE. I LOVE ZERO! that's the guy in the anime. HAHAH here's the pics xD







i just love his character. HAIZ. lols i'm melting ah
lols k that's all.
WATCH WATCH WATCH!!!
the next anime will be
D.GRAY MAN. hahha

WHOA

HI HI HI HI!!
sorry i abanndoned you blog. (as if) hahaha
i'm gonna update a short update. hahaha, i found a song. it ALMOST made me cry. lols i'll only show the lyrics.

i wait for the postman to bring me a letter
i wait for the good lord to make me feel better
and i carry the weight of the world on my shoulders
family in crisis that only grows older

why'd you have to go?
why'd you have to go?
why'd you have to go?

daughter to father, daughter to father
i am broken but i am hoping
daughter to father, daugter to father
i am crying, a part of me is dying
these are, these are the confessions of a broken heart

i wear all your old clothes
the old polo sweater
i dream of another you
the one who would never, never leave me alone
to pick the pieces
a daddy to hold me
that's what i needed

why'd you have to go?
why'd you have to go?
why'd you have to go?

daughter to father, daughter to father
i dont know you, but i still want to
daughter to father, daughter to father
tell me the truth, did you ever love me?
these are, these are the confessions of a broken heart,
of a broken heart

i love you
i love you
i, i love you
i, i, i, i love you

daughter to father, daughter to father
i dont know you but i still want to
daughter to father, daughter to father
tell me the truth,
did you ever love me??
did you ever love me????
these are
the confessions of broken heart.
oh yeah

i wait for the postman to bring me a letter.

oh ya, the name of the song
the confessions of broken heart by linsay lohan. =)

LOVE

ok let's talk about love today. since my blog is damn boring, i shall talk bout this today.

LOVE, is a very complicated thing. There is family love, friend's love, and most importantly a girl and boy LOVE. well, that, to me, doesnt exist. (no offence for those are against what i'm saying now) It's not i dont want to be hurt or anything, and i do get hurt (badly) by this kind of LOVE before, many times. And to me, it doesnt exist. for my generations, there is no single marriage that is successful. My aunties and uncles are divorced, my parents, EVEN MY GRANDMOTHER AND MY LATE GRANDFATHER! hahahahahaha. So there's no perfect example for me to take as an example! YOU CANT BLAME ME! hahahahahaha LOLS.

BUT, hahah there's always a but, i do have FAITH in LOVE. to fall in love, to be loved. I do trust it. But, it's hard for me to BELIEVE IN IT. To knw it's presence. I dun believe in that. BUT, i do believe in FATE. fate is everything, you leave everthing to fate, your destiny,my destiny.

today, i totally misjudge somebody, i thought he was like any other guy, but the fact is, he got cheated by his ex. HAHA. I thought only guys do that to girls? AND it's my first time of hearing this. i dun understand, why do some girls do that? i mean, what goes around comes around. dun u knw it? haiz. i do understand that some girls, they do that, because they want revenge, because they had been hurt badly by some other guy in the past. BUT THAT'S THE PAST! not every guy is the same. take me for example. hahaha. 99% out of 100%, of my ex cheated on me. But, i dun take it to heart, and want revenge. Because i knw, in the future, that guy will get his retribution. KARMA. always believe in this. Maybe in the future, there is a guy who will change my principles of love? haha idk, but i do have faith in love, i hope i will start to believe in it, but not now, because nothing like ''fall in love'' thingy did happened to me. and i hope, there's good guys more than bad ones. HAHA. i'll just leave it to fate.

THAT'S ALL =D hahahah

PLEASE WATCH THIS. you'll be amazed!! =D

i cant post videos on blogger so i'll give the url. =D WATCH IT!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RNaMPhrypYk&feature=related

took from ain's blog

1. smoked.
2. consumed alcohol.
3. slept in a bed with someone of the opposite sex.
4. slept in a bed with someone of the same sex.
5. kissed someone of the same sex.
6. had sex.
7. had someone in your room other than family.
8. watched porn.
9. bought porn.
10. tried drugs.
Total: 1

1. taken painkillers.
2. taken someone else's prescription medicine.
3. lied to your parents.
4. lied to a friend.
5. snuck out of the house.
6. done something illegal.
7. felt hurt.
8. hurt someone.
9. wished someone to die.
10. seen someone die
Total: 6

1.missed curfew.
2. stayed out all night.
3. eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself.
4. been to a therapist.
5. been to rehab.
6. dye your hair.
7. received a ticket.
8. been in an accident.
9. been to a club.
10. been to a bar.
Total: 2

1. been to a wild party.
2. been to a Mardi Gras parade.
3. drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night.
4. had a spring break in Florida.
5. sniffed anything.
6. wore black nail polish.
7 . wore arm bands.
8. wore t-shirts with band names.
9. listened to rap.
10. owned a 50 Cent CD.
Total: 0

1. dressed gothic.
2. dressed girly.
3. dressed punk.
4. dressed grunge.
5. stole anything.
6. been too drunk to remember anything.
7. blacked out.
8. fainted.
9. had a crush on a neighbour.
Total: 5

1. had a crush on a friend.
2. been to a concert.
3. dry-humped someone.
4. been called a slut.
5. called someone a slut.
6. installed speaker in your car.
7. broken a mirror.
8. showered at someone of the opposites sex's house.
9. brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush
Total: 4

1. consider/considered Ludacris your favourite rapper.
2. seen an R-rated movie in theater.
3. cruised the mall.
4. skipped school.
5. had surgery.
6. had an injury.
7. gone to court.
8. walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping.
9. caught something on fire.
10. lied about your age.
Total: 5

1. owned/rented an apartment.
2. broke the law in the police's presence.
3. made out with someone who had a bf/gf.
4. got into trouble with the police.
5. talked to a stranger.
6. hugged a stranger.
7. kissed a stranger.
8. rode in a car with a stranger.
9. been harassed
10. been verbally harassed.
Total: 1

1. met face-to-face with someone you met online.
2. stayed online for more than 5+ hours straight.
3. talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight.
4. watched TV for 5 hours straight.
5. been to a fair.
6. been called a bad influence
7. drink and drive.
8. prank-called someone.
9. laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex.
10. cheated on a test.
Total: 4


Grand Total: 28

i'm a Goody Goody -less than 10
im still a Goody Goody -more than 10
i'm average -more than 20
i'm a bad kid -more than 30
im a very bad influence -more than 40
im a horrible person -more than 50
i should be in jail -more than 60
i should be dead -more than 70

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3 MORE DAYS TO GO!!!!!!!!!

WOOOOOHHHOOOOOOOOOOO=)