Rocking Out Is Not A Crime

I'm BACK =)

2009-12-01T08:18:00.000-08:00

YO!
ok, it's been ages! hahah no la.
i know i have not updating this blog of mine. BECAUSE
i forget all about it. i MEAN LITERALLY FORGOT! i'm serious.
I took half an hout or so to remember my password. i tried and tried and tried and TRIED and T-R-I-E-D. and FINALLYYYYYYY, BOOMZ! hahahah i remember it.
you all want know what cause it????

ANIME!!!!!!!!!

seriously, i've been watching anime. and i'm always late for training because of anime. hahahaha. i can watch anime till 5 AM IN THE MORNING! or not evenn sleep. i tell you, the com is going to explode one day. WILL IT??? haha.

and yeah, ppl out there who say anime is RUBBISH. and it's for ppl who hhas NO LIFE. think again. haha, BECAUSSEEEEEE
I USED TO BE ONE OF THE PPL OUT THERE. irony much? hahaa.YEAH i change my opinions about anime. hahaha it's FUN! OKOK STOP TALKING BOUT ANIME. cause it's boring.

hmmm..... training had been good. i like our new coach. HE"S FUNNY. though when he gets angry he'll be very SCARY. aiya, no coach wont get angry one la. hahha

he's cute too. hes has this baby cheeks, and his eyebrows is going downward. it's like when he laugh the expression wont change. HAHAHAH.

soooooo yeah, today training.
hmmm... had PT. GRRR. i hate PT. bacause got running. ahahha
i hate running i dunnoe why.i can do weights, everything EXCEPT running. HAHAHHA
than ball drills, match etc.

k it's 12+ so i havve to watch anime. and tommorroe TRAINING!!!! YYYEAAH! ahhaah
bye.

am addicted. ANIME XD

2009-10-07T06:48:00.000-07:00

i cant believe i'm saying this but but but
I LOVE ANIME!!!!! hahahahah
but i like those kind that has violence? supernatural? a lil bit of romance though xD
FIRST ANIME I WATCHED.

ELFEN LIED

I SHALL LET YOU ALL READERS SEE THE AMV ENJOY

it's cool how the girl kill all those ppl. I LOVE IT. SUPER COOL. the anime contains nudity, but not that serious la. DUN THINK WHAT YOU"RE THINKING NOW. i am NOT HORNY k. haha. and the anime have serious violence. IT"S SUPER COOL. how the girl kill. ok i've said that twice. haha. but seriously. GO WATCH!! i'm sure ya'll be addicted too. xD

AND i watched another anime, 2 different animes in 5 days time. HAHAH see addicted? lols
the anime called VAMPIRE KNIGHT, the second season is VAMPIRE KNIGHT GUILTY.
kennett recommended it to me. NICE I TELL YOU! lols hahahah. here's the amv

hahhaa . i knw i knw. all animes i watched has blood involve. But this not as bad as elfen lied. say only 2.5% of blood involving altogether? haha idk. NICE. I LOVE ZERO! that's the guy in the anime. HAHAH here's the pics xD

i just love his character. HAIZ. lols i'm melting ah
lols k that's all.
WATCH WATCH WATCH!!!
the next anime will be
D.GRAY MAN. hahha

WHOA

2009-09-26T22:40:00.000-07:00

HI HI HI HI!!
sorry i abanndoned you blog. (as if) hahaha
i'm gonna update a short update. hahaha, i found a song. it ALMOST made me cry. lols i'll only show the lyrics.

i wait for the postman to bring me a letter
i wait for the good lord to make me feel better
and i carry the weight of the world on my shoulders
family in crisis that only grows older

why'd you have to go?
why'd you have to go?
why'd you have to go?

daughter to father, daughter to father
i am broken but i am hoping
daughter to father, daugter to father
i am crying, a part of me is dying
these are, these are the confessions of a broken heart

i wear all your old clothes
the old polo sweater
i dream of another you
the one who would never, never leave me alone
to pick the pieces
a daddy to hold me
that's what i needed

why'd you have to go?
why'd you have to go?
why'd you have to go?

daughter to father, daughter to father
i dont know you, but i still want to
daughter to father, daughter to father
tell me the truth, did you ever love me?
these are, these are the confessions of a broken heart,
of a broken heart

i love you
i love you
i, i love you
i, i, i, i love you

daughter to father, daughter to father
i dont know you but i still want to
daughter to father, daughter to father
tell me the truth,
did you ever love me??
did you ever love me????
these are
the confessions of broken heart.
oh yeah

i wait for the postman to bring me a letter.

oh ya, the name of the song
the confessions of broken heart by linsay lohan. =)

LOVE

2009-08-14T08:28:00.000-07:00

ok let's talk about love today. since my blog is damn boring, i shall talk bout this today.

LOVE, is a very complicated thing. There is family love, friend's love, and most importantly a girl and boy LOVE. well, that, to me, doesnt exist. (no offence for those are against what i'm saying now) It's not i dont want to be hurt or anything, and i do get hurt (badly) by this kind of LOVE before, many times. And to me, it doesnt exist. for my generations, there is no single marriage that is successful. My aunties and uncles are divorced, my parents, EVEN MY GRANDMOTHER AND MY LATE GRANDFATHER! hahahahahaha. So there's no perfect example for me to take as an example! YOU CANT BLAME ME! hahahahahaha LOLS.

BUT, hahah there's always a but, i do have FAITH in LOVE. to fall in love, to be loved. I do trust it. But, it's hard for me to BELIEVE IN IT. To knw it's presence. I dun believe in that. BUT, i do believe in FATE. fate is everything, you leave everthing to fate, your destiny,my destiny.

today, i totally misjudge somebody, i thought he was like any other guy, but the fact is, he got cheated by his ex. HAHA. I thought only guys do that to girls? AND it's my first time of hearing this. i dun understand, why do some girls do that? i mean, what goes around comes around. dun u knw it? haiz. i do understand that some girls, they do that, because they want revenge, because they had been hurt badly by some other guy in the past. BUT THAT'S THE PAST! not every guy is the same. take me for example. hahaha. 99% out of 100%, of my ex cheated on me. But, i dun take it to heart, and want revenge. Because i knw, in the future, that guy will get his retribution. KARMA. always believe in this. Maybe in the future, there is a guy who will change my principles of love? haha idk, but i do have faith in love, i hope i will start to believe in it, but not now, because nothing like ''fall in love'' thingy did happened to me. and i hope, there's good guys more than bad ones. HAHA. i'll just leave it to fate.

THAT'S ALL =D hahahah

PLEASE WATCH THIS. you'll be amazed!! =D

2009-08-06T07:23:00.000-07:00

i cant post videos on blogger so i'll give the url. =D WATCH IT!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RNaMPhrypYk&feature=related

took from ain's blog

2009-07-29T05:31:00.000-07:00

1. smoked.
2. consumed alcohol.
3. slept in a bed with someone of the opposite sex.
4. slept in a bed with someone of the same sex.
5. kissed someone of the same sex.
6. had sex.
7. had someone in your room other than family.
8. watched porn.
9. bought porn.
10. tried drugs.
Total: 1

1. taken painkillers.
2. taken someone else's prescription medicine.
3. lied to your parents.
4. lied to a friend.
5. snuck out of the house.
6. done something illegal.
7. felt hurt.
8. hurt someone.
9. wished someone to die.
10. seen someone die
Total: 6

1.missed curfew.
2. stayed out all night.
3. eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself.
4. been to a therapist.
5. been to rehab.
6. dye your hair.
7. received a ticket.
8. been in an accident.
9. been to a club.
10. been to a bar.
Total: 2

1. been to a wild party.
2. been to a Mardi Gras parade.
3. drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night.
4. had a spring break in Florida.
5. sniffed anything.
6. wore black nail polish.
7 . wore arm bands.
8. wore t-shirts with band names.
9. listened to rap.
10. owned a 50 Cent CD.
Total: 0

1. dressed gothic.
2. dressed girly.
3. dressed punk.
4. dressed grunge.
5. stole anything.
6. been too drunk to remember anything.
7. blacked out.
8. fainted.
9. had a crush on a neighbour.
Total: 5

1. had a crush on a friend.
2. been to a concert.
3. dry-humped someone.
4. been called a slut.
5. called someone a slut.
6. installed speaker in your car.
7. broken a mirror.
8. showered at someone of the opposites sex's house.
9. brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush
Total: 4

1. consider/considered Ludacris your favourite rapper.
2. seen an R-rated movie in theater.
3. cruised the mall.
4. skipped school.
5. had surgery.
6. had an injury.
7. gone to court.
8. walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping.
9. caught something on fire.
10. lied about your age.
Total: 5

1. owned/rented an apartment.
2. broke the law in the police's presence.
3. made out with someone who had a bf/gf.
4. got into trouble with the police.
5. talked to a stranger.
6. hugged a stranger.
7. kissed a stranger.
8. rode in a car with a stranger.
9. been harassed
10. been verbally harassed.
Total: 1

1. met face-to-face with someone you met online.
2. stayed online for more than 5+ hours straight.
3. talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight.
4. watched TV for 5 hours straight.
5. been to a fair.
6. been called a bad influence
7. drink and drive.
8. prank-called someone.
9. laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex.
10. cheated on a test.
Total: 4

Grand Total: 28

i'm a Goody Goody -less than 10
im still a Goody Goody -more than 10
i'm average -more than 20
i'm a bad kid -more than 30
im a very bad influence -more than 40
im a horrible person -more than 50
i should be in jail -more than 60
i should be dead -more than 70

three

2009-07-23T09:03:00.000-07:00

3 MORE DAYS TO GO!!!!!!!!!

WOOOOOHHHOOOOOOOOOOO=)

aiya aiya

2009-07-22T08:01:00.000-07:00

update.

i'm truly sorry for being late yesterday.. TRULY AM. idk, after i received that call, i just want to rest my head and SLEEP FOREVER. I cant bear it anymore, it's too much to take in. I"M JUST USELESS. ya spell that out, U-S-E-L-E-S-S. Useless to my mom, my team mates, EVERYONE, why i am here still? tell me? why cant i do anything good? everything just turn BAD, WORSE because of who? ME!!! ME ME ME !!!! I HATE MYSELF. when i reached school , the teacher was scolding me, shouting at me, i dun even care, i just mumbled sorry to him, and surpressed all my feelings inside me, and walked like a TRULY ZOMBIE. feelingless. i cant hear what the teacher said, it's seems his voice was very FAR AWAY. i cant concentrate what was veron saying to me, all i can see is , a moving lips, trying to console me, i dunnoe why suddenly my tears came down, without me acknowledging it, i dunnoe why suddenly my fingers press to my mum's number, and asked her how was she, i dunnoe how i trained, just hit the ball anywhere, i dunnoe why i just punch the wall, kicking it, without noticing, i dunnooe why i shouted out of anger, i dunnoe how i trained, ALL I COULD REMEMBER IS, keeping my smile, a fake smile, to everybody in my team, trying to focus, but I JUST CANT!!!!!!!!!!! I STILL BROKE INTO ANGER, where i involve everybody, and let them see. I"M USELESS! i cant even control my feelings. EVEN TODAY, i tried to hide it, hide everything inside me, but i still show my anger, kicked the ball so hard, i cant even spike the ball, dig the ball, all the ball just go out of place, EVERYTHING IS OUT OF PLACE. my mind is out place. EVERYTHING. mdm salina told me to LET IT GO. I TRIED, I TRIED SO HARD, BUT WHEN THE MORE I THINK OF IT, THE MORE ANGRY I BECAME. I TRIED. so hard. i cant even help myself. i cant even talk it out to my friends, i cant. i just cant. I HATE MYSELF. I"M USELESS AND PATHETIC. i'm even more pathetic to blog about this. NOBODY will understand. how i wish yesterday, i would sleep forever and everybody will forget about me, and i wont have to worry about anybody.

i hate myself.

thanks for consoling and try to cheer me up. I TRULY APPRECIATE IT. but sorry i cant help it, cause i'm useless. sorry.

and 4 days to go...

time flies~~~

2009-07-20T06:06:00.000-07:00

6 DAYS MORE TO GO!!!!!!!!!!!!

OH YEAH!!!!!

shit shit

2009-07-19T04:30:00.000-07:00

SHIT yesterday i dun have time for 8 days, count down to nabilah's birthday... sorryyyyyyyyyyy
so....

8 DAYS(yesterday)

7 DAYS (today!)

to nabilah birthday!!!!!!

9 more days

2009-07-17T04:57:00.000-07:00

9 MORE DAYS...... TO YOUR BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!! MUAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

COUNT DOWN

2009-07-16T06:33:00.000-07:00

HEY, LET'S DO COUNT DOWN FOR THE NEXT 10 DAYS, BECAUSE THE NEXT 10DAYS, IT WILL BE SITI NABILAH BTE SIDON'S BIRTHDAY!!!!!!! SO LET'S!

TO SITI NABILAH BTE SIDON

IN 10 DAYS TO YOUR BIRTHDAY!

SO 10......

VERY INTERESTING HAHA.

2009-07-10T07:52:00.000-07:00

this what i found months ago, hahaha forgot to post bout it. so here it is. IT really describes me well. =) hahaha it's very true. LOLs. have fun reading!

AQUARIOUS WOMEN

If you are in love with a woman in this zodiac be prepared to be very happy or be very sorry. She is a very busy person with her own matters similar to a guy in this zodiac. She is able to live by herself without any guy in her life, a very strong person indeed.

Not because she does not have a dream guy, but if she can not find such person, so what. Because she thinks she could do anything that a man can do. She is a leader , a real confident type.

She likes to do things by herself, such as serving herself, opening the door herself. Because she thinks waiting for a helping hand is a waste of time, and she is not patient enough to wait around for that.If she starts to ask you out, do not think she starts to flirt with you, but because she thinks it is a waste of time to wait for you to be the one who asked.

She likes a COOL guy who sometime act like he is ignoring her, so he has a chance to show him his own confident. She like to guess her man's reaction, but at the same time she likes to has many men wanting her. She is a daring type who could just do thing differently from other people in her same society. She dare to fight for what she thinks belonged to her.

Even she acts confident she mostly feel lonely and alone. If she breaks up with someone , she won't show any emotion even deep down inside pain and agony. Not for long she will come back to be the cheery and merry person again, because she looks at the world positively and has "Faith" in the word "Love".

She has more men friends than women friends, so do not be a jealous type if you date her. She could be slightly jealous, but she hates jealous guy. She loves "Freedom" so before and after marriage , her freedom has to be the same. She likes you to trust her, even if she does not trust you anyhow.

She likes to be the one who is "Right", so if you argue with her ,let her win if it is not a big deal for you in that subject. She is a straight forward type, so if she does not love you anymore, she will just tell you straight to your face. Her love and relationship are always real, so if she say "It's over" be prepare to leave, she is not testing you.

She is not a vulnerable type, so do not have to worry about her, she will survive by herself. If she is with you when you get sick, she will certainly take care and look after you, even look after you mean"small loan". Do not have secret with her, she hates it and really can piss her badly. When she is sad , be understanding. When she is happy, be happy with her, she likes that.

You will not get bore with this type of girl. Someone who is close to her will know that deep down beneath that confident and cold hearted person, she is just as fragile as any woman. She is a fun and talkative person and she likes to tease you. Do not let she talk alone, if you do she will leave.

She has many type of jobs because she beliefs what a man can do, I can do. If you want her to work for you, forget it. When she is in love, she will just leave her job in the day time just to come to see you, but not for long she will go back to work seriously again.Prepare to live and love with a "Working Woman" then you will be OK.

If she mad, find a shelter for the "Hurricane" is here! Her badtemper will last very shortly though. She is not a revenge type and will not think of "pay Back" time. Most people might think of her as"One of a guy", but in fact she is a 100% woman. She is easily hurt,so be nice with her. If she really loves you, then you are luckybecause she is an honest, truthful and will never bored you.Understand that sometimes she will be over confident and sometimes like to have power or act bossy.

WOW. lols. ppl who knw me well. THEY WILL FIND IT TRUE. LOLS. i'm an aquarious women. LOLS
hahahahahaahaha.

long time no blog-ging

2009-07-07T00:55:00.000-07:00

YO!
long time no blogging.
i feel bad for abandoning this blog of mine(NOT!) lols.
i'm not busy these few days, but just LLLAAAAAZZZZZZYYYYYYY to blog.
hehehehe....

so now.... i'll just blog about.... NOTHING. lols. i dunnoe what to blog seriously. ok i'll just blog what are my most favourite things NOW. lols

TRANSFORMERS!!!!!!!!

I've watched it TWICE! and i'm so gonna watch it again. LOLS. and i'm optimus prime's gf!!!!!! LOLS hahahahahhahahahaha kidding . lols, optimus prime is so HOT.LOLS, weird~ i knw.... but i cant help it, his character is so HOT! hahahhaahhahahaha.
optimusprimeoptimusprimeoptimusprimeoptimusprimeoptimusprimeoptimusprimeoptimusprimeoptimusprimeoptimusprime
OMG, i'm obsessed with transformers! LOLS! hahahahah

and my song on my blog right now, is by linkin park, new divide, OST(original sound track) of TRANSFORMERS. see??? even the song is nice! lols. hahahhahahahaha. EVERYTHING about transformers is SUPER DUPER NICE!!!!!!
and i knw, most of the guys watch transformers because of MEGAN FOX. No doubt she's one hot chick. OR should i say, she's not a chick at all?? i dunnoe, i've heard some rumours that she's a guy?? dunnoe what went to plastic surgery thing. BUT dont trust the media right now, cause they are all CONS! lols, come on, one thing they say about something something, we have to believe it. SOMETIMES, it's a TOTAL lie! i really dunnoe, unless Megan Fox herself declare, that she's guy, then we can believe it. But, megan fox has not say anything about it all???

UP TO YOU GUYS. =) none of my business also. lols hahahah.

SOOOOOOO, that's it i guess. LOLS.
wait, one more thing, before i forget.. hehehehehe

AM I FAT??????????

haiz i knw, i'm fat....... =( geez, i need to go on a hunger strike. dun eat for 3 days, and diet diet diet diet diet. i've been dieting for 3 months already and i'm still like this. geez, i think i should take slimming pills. =D ya i should!

but where to find??? lols.... my mum can recommend me some, though she will be against it, i will force her, and persist her! muahahahaha.

ok that's all. buh-bye=)

TO DEZYGOTE

2009-06-23T05:58:00.000-07:00

[edited]

HEY GUYS!!!! THIS SATURADY JAMMING, AND FOR THE NEW SONGS WE GONNA PLAY, HERE ARE THE SUGGESTED SONGS.

everybody's fool by evanscence
don't speak by no doubt
all around me by flyleaf
that's what you get by paramore

i tried to post the songs on the post itself but it seems to have problems, cant view whatever shit. So i decided to put it as my blog song. The songs will be up until next wednesday. OK that's all guys, see on sat!

DRAG ME TO HELL

2009-06-15T08:02:00.000-07:00

today today today today today today
watched drag me to hell. with 10 ppl. LOLS.
i seriously hate the ending. OVERALL the movie is just funny+ horror. but sucks too, the ending make it sucks. MAN, i shud watch terminator salvation. regretted it. -__________-''

while watching the movie, i did scream, and make ''BOO!'' noise. lols. joei was my victim! lols. she suffered a lot, her ear going deaf. hahahaha, i had my hoody to cover my face. AND the sound effects hurt my ears! wa lao, the sound make me scream, not the movie, there wasn't even ghost la! -______-''
''YOU SHAMED ME" lol

after movie, went to the toilet. LOLS, wow Ain and Has disappeared just in a few seconds! They were nowhere to be found -_________- 2 sick love birds. GAH.

went to west mall, drink coffee bean.

hahahaha, then me and lynette went arcade. hahahaha, the rest dun wan, so me and lynette went lor. ACTUALLY we are suppose to do WINDOW PLAYING, meaning we can't play just watch. LOLs but then, temptation won over us. LOLS, we played.

so we went in, found teng li, alson playing air hockey thing together, zhen wei, playing guitar hero. Me and lynette walked around, excited ( serious, it's like decades ago i went into the arcade, and i miss it so much!) don't knw which one to play first. LOLS. so i decided to play guitar hero, since zhen wei was playing, i join him. LOLS Had fun =)

I LOVE GUITAR HERO! lols. but i took the easy mode, zhen wei took the medium mode. lols.

then play the air hockey thing with lynette, then alson. MAN, i lost. -____-''

i want another match!!!!!!!!

i don't care, next time, i'll win. muahahahahaha, watch out. lols

then after that went home. lols.

that's all. =D

i want to play arcade again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TODAYtodayTODAY :)

2009-06-11T05:59:00.000-07:00

okok. woke up at 9am, bathe etc. then go out, took mrt etc. reach home like 11+, ain was watching boys over flowers. x) nice show i tell you, HAHAHAH. ok then watch boys over flowers a bit ..... wait must i tell you what i do today in DETAILS? -___- just post the best stuffs LOLs

went vb.
heh. i like today's traiining like seriously. LOLs. except the part where we were driven out from the HALL. =( NOOOOOOooooooooo sepak takraw need to use the hall, watever thing, i dun understand.
met our new coach today, lols. ALL THE WAY HE SPEAKS IN CHINESE. so i was like huh?heh?what?wud?wat? lols. but dun worry, i understand. =D btw veron was there to help to translate it. LOLS. thanks veron! X)
and then, train as usual, at first i did A HELL LOT OF MISTAKES the digging thingy. wa lao. sorry guys.lols.
i dunnoe why, today i was verry blurr..... hahaha.
lols.
had match, then they were deciding on which court to take, jyeah, and i thought i was iin veron group, so i stayed in that court like nobody's business. LOLS sylvia was like
syaz syaz why you here??
then i was like
huh? what? i not here meh?
sylvia laughed and she said no. lols. wth? blurr sia.
during the match also same. practically zhen wei need to remind me to block, where shud i stand all that. wtf. -___- lols. blurr. played center, it was fun. x) i'm starting to grow more fond with center position.
hahah, the very last match, i make zhen wei suffer. MUAHAHAHA
he played center back, i played center front. lols. all the ball he take, because i asked him to. lols.
there was one ball which obviously my ball, i was like
ZHEN WEI TAKE!
but then he didn't take it(or he cannt take). lols! hahahahaha! but it was my fault la. i could take it but i didn't.
hehehe. but it was fun though. everybody played with enthusiasm.

ya ok that's all, shall update for 2moro training. =)
indoor, olympic balls. omg i cant wait! lols hahahaha
10 pm i'm gonna watch prison break. hehehehe.
buh-bye(why do i even said this? lols)

sleep over

2009-06-10T04:45:00.000-07:00

yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahahaha. you all might think i'm gonna sleep over at some fren's house, BUT not. hahahah
i'm sleeping at my bro house, got my favourite 2 nieces there. I MISS THEM LOADS.
i havent seen them since like what? 2 mnths already. lols. time fly by i dun even notice it.

IN BLINK OF A EYE, I'M AN ARCHITECTURE. lol

so yeah, i want to take that course in the near future, thought wanna take building engineering but dun have =( sian....
ok back to the topic.
so yeah, currently i'm at bro house now.
nurul and adek is still naughty as ever, hahahaha NURUL is like me when i'm at that age last time.

hyper- active
like to bully her small sis(which i do now lol)
trouble maker
talk non-stop
not scared of any pain(she can fall down and have cuts, and wont cry lol)
STUBBORN(me too, until now=D)

hahahahah, my mom said that," no wonder kak faezah(my bro's wife) doesn't like you at that time"
lols, now, nurul is exactly like me! X)
dang, my bro is totally a change person. what sup with him? haiz~ stupid, that's all i can say.

so sleeping over here to observe him. hah.
ARE ALL MEN THE SAME??
iseriouslyhopenot

that's all. update when i have the time.
2MORO INDOOR. YEAH! cant wait. =D

it's suppose personal stuffs, but i dont care

2009-06-08T07:11:00.000-07:00

hahahahah whatever. i've just receive a call from my dad. knw what? i hate him,eventhough i'm not suppose to.

imagine this, he married to a woman(or maybe a bitch) who don't allow, her husband whhich is my father to be in conntact with his own children which is bloody ME.
HA. very funny, the best jokes i get to witnessed in my life.
knw what readers?? when my father was married to my mom, he DARE to play my mom's feelings. He dare to do everything when he was married to my mom. HE DARE, HE FUCKIN DARE TO.
hah. i wish he knw what is 'RESPONSIBILITY' means. I have to ask him for money, even though it's his bloody job to give me money AUTOMATICALLY. ah whetever, i dont care, fuck off.
knw what ayah? syasya have enough with your cowardy, it seems that, you are scared to be in contact wtih your own daughter. WHY? i mean why?
why do you have to sneak out, lie to your BELOVED-NEW wife/bitch just to meet me.
why do you have to whisper when you are over the phone with me, why the conversation havve to be so short and quick, so that your BELOVED-NEW wife/bitch wont suspect/hear/sense that i was the one who called, and the fact that, IT'S YOUR DAMN BLOODY DAUGHTER WHO HAD CALLED.
Why do you have to lie, that you are in contact with your own DAUGHTER. you treat me like your other 'scandals'.
I knw i had faught with your so called beloved wife/bitch. but that doesnt stop you from seeing your own daughter. why does she have to be angry wiith me?
beacuse why? i resembles my mom, i always talked back, and saying that she's totally wrong about my mother. because i wouldn't ttreat her nicely. WHY SHUD I?
she was the one who had caused the broken marriage, she was the one being a SLUT.
SHE WAS THE ONE WHO MAKE MY MOTHER"S LIFE MISERABLE.
so tell me, why shud i fucking respect her?? what is she to me?? JUST FUCK OFF BITCH
YOU ARE JUST JEALOUS OF MY MOM, because she survived from the storm that you created for her. BITCH WILL BE ALWAYS BE A BITCH.

whatever ayah, you are still my father no matter what. who were the one who had brought me to this world. i'm thankful for that. But sometimes, i dont even want to call you ayah anymore, because you are such a disappointment to me. You FAILED as a FATHER. But mama, who was the one kept reminding me not to be rude towards you, and she had raised me to be a good person, to acknowledge you as my father. SHE WAS THE ONE. so stop blaming her, why i am so rude towards your lovely wife and why i have a sharp tongue, where i alwways snap at you or her, all this you taught me. You taught me. IT HAS BEEN ALWAYS YOU. not mama.

i'm sorry readers, but this is my last resort. i cant tolerate anymore. i feel the world is so mean towards me, my mom, my sis.
again sorry. I HAVE VENT MY FRUSTRATION OUT. but the feeling is still there. i cant cry anymore, it make me so weak. i dont wan that. but this is what it is. i'm thankful to have this, blog.

HAIZ~

2009-06-03T07:10:00.000-07:00

LET ME JUST POST ABOUT THIS KOREAN ACTOR WHO IS SUPER HOT, AND HAS A KILLER SMILE THAT MELT YOUR HEART.

LEE MIN HO A.K.A GU JUN PYO

YES PPL, STARE ALL YOU WANT. he's incredibly effing HOT.

You can just stare at him like for hours, i mean he's SMOKING HOT! haiz~ hahahha but still he cant beat this guy. Though this guy i'm talking about is rather old, but he is so MAN. REPRESENTING,

KEANU REEVES

Keanu Reeves is 43 years old yet he look this DASHING. gawwd, the older he gets, more MAN he looks. I recommend you guys, readers to watch CONSTANTINE, it's a nice movie, serious. lols hahha, and i'm hooked with BOYS OVER FLOWERS korean drama series. LOLS, i've bought part 1 and 2 dvds, cause part 3 and 4 is not in singapore yet. LOLS, i'm waiting for it.

lols, so who do you think is hotter?

Lee Min Ho or Keanu Reeves??

please tag will ya. lols

i want to knw. =D

RESULTS =D

2009-05-30T01:54:00.000-07:00

ok. result. was. FINE. heh.

hahahahaha. i had the shock of my life. AT LAST, i finally beat KOK HAO. x)
I was actually thought that i'm going to be 4/5th in level position, BUT then, came 2nd. GAH!
AND AND AND i thought kok hao would be 2nd, he came 3rd! LOLS

the difference of our percentage is like 2+ % lols. i got 72% he got like 68.sumtin% ??LOLs.
When Mr. sewa announce my name, i was like jumping like a mad person, ran to where kok hao is seated, " KOK HAO I FINALLY BEAT YOU!!!" i was ssooooooooooooooooooo

GAY-HAPPY X)

Kok Hao just shook his head. lols. not to boast or what, but I'm HAPPY!

when i received my report book, i was actually double checked, whether is the right report book. LOLS

Aiman saw what i did, and he laughed. HAHAHAHA dumb.

but yeah, quite disappointed with my eng result, i dropped. haiz~

A2 to C5 (imagine that) -______-

but on the bright side, hehehhe

i got B4 for my malay! LOLS

i seriously thought i'm going to get Undergraded for malay. but NOT!

lols.

result, good(there's room for improvements)

maths B3

english C5

combined humans B3

malay B4

combined science A1

art A1

jyeah, i will improve on my humans, i was targeting A2, but i got B3 instead.

English of course need to improve, my mum will slaughter me if i dont.

Malay, improve bit more, to get B3. =)

yeah,that's all.

JIA YOU!!!!!!!!! lols.

the comments on my report book is funny. lols here it is.

Syazreen demonstrates a sensible and mature attitude towards school life. She has been a consistent worker and displays good work attitude towards her studies. She is focused in class and ensures all assignments are well done. She is thoughtful and mature student who can empathise with the feelings of others. Syazreen has been a very responsible and reliable notice board leader who takes an active role in helping the class desing good presentations. She is well-behaved and warm person. Her ability to manage the demands of academic work, her co-curricular activities is commendable.

LONG RIGHT. hahahah I actually dont remember being all that, but i do appreciate the good comments. hahahah

yeah, june holidays,

and wishing everybody

HAVE A HAPPY HOLIDAY!

WHY???

2009-05-22T04:52:00.000-07:00

i dunnoe but these days, i'm always angry I just dunnoe why.

i mean why???

i feel there's sumtin bothering me. I may knw the ans, but i just cant say it out loud. i need susmone whom i can trust, to tell what's been bothering me.
for the last past few days, i have been thinking, having flash backs that suddenly just appear in my mind. And that, i just feel angry whenever i thought of it. It's just pathetic just to think of it and be angry at myself.
Sometimes, when ppl do sumtin that irritates me, i will just be angry again. For just a small thing i can be angry. For example,
when sumbody, blocks my way i can get pissed off
when sumbody just tell a super lame joke, OR trying to be funny, i get pissed off too.

and another thing i''ve just noticed, that person(i wont mention names) but that person, have change. i mean like, wth?
i understand you get to knw new frens, and just forget bout me, i'm just a spare tyre that you will use when you're in needed.
i'm just sick of it, sick of everything that had happened in my life. How i wish right at this moment, there's sumone who i cann rely on to, whom i can really trust. BUT i was hoping that person would be the one. i guess i was wrong. I feel like a stab on my back.

I wish i can tell my real problems to sumone. BUT everybody seems busy. Instead i listen to them. WHO WILL LISTEN TO ME?? you knw ssumtimes, i do need to share my feelings, and talk bout it, and want to feel better.

But whatever it is, i will try to hold it back, and just surpress it inside me, and let it dissapear by it own self. I wish i can. Nobody, at this moment, ever, really knw me. all you can say, just stupid assumptions bout me. I'm just depressed, depress of what's been happening, evrything i do will just go wrong. ALL WIL BE BLAME IT TO ME. i need a break, from everything.
I really wished, that person would change the self back. imissedtheoldone.

Why this keep happening to me?

i'm tired of knowing it, and feel hopeless bout it.

I want to help, but i cant.

That's the thing, I just cant.

Do you knw that it's been killing me, just to find a way out.

To help.

Nobody understands.

i'm this, i'm that.

Why you all have to make my life miserable??

what had i done?

Am i so bad?

Am i hopeless? that you all need to bad mouthed me?

Have you all ever listen to me?

have you?

have you asked my problems?

Try to listen to me?

or the matter of fact that, i will always be the one who listens to you guys?

I NEED SUMONE TO TALK TO.

I JUST NEED SUMONE WHO I CAN TRUST.

that's what i need.

I'm sorry that i have to post this. I have no way out.

a day spent with nabilah :)

2009-05-14T08:39:00.000-07:00

hey guys! lols... blog going to be dead! lols
hahahah, finally, phew~ am i glad to be freed from exams, and hectic schedule. hahaha left with english paper 2 and art. x)

today had a great time spent with nabilah. hahahah we laughed almost every sec of every min.geddit? LOLS it's very long since we spend time together. i'm sooooooooo glad with hang-ed out with each other. We had been missing each other out, lols. talked, laughed, gossip laughed, chatted, laughed. LOLS giggling away like we just had sucked in LAUGHING GAS. hahahahahaha.
hahahaha but mostly she talked and mummbled away bout her fiance and husband -____-
her EXs LOL.

you all would be surprise to knw who they are. LOL. -___- just typical her.
hahahhahaha, and i really appreaciate our 8 years of friendship. haahahaha
i still remebered the time when she pulled my trousers down, good thing my shirt was big enough not to reveal my underwear color. LOLS. hahaha i still laughed bout it till now.-___-
ass.
hahahaha we learnt to talked backwards. and she threw ball right on my head. here the scene of it.
nabilah(bouncing the ball): syaz catch the ball (out of sudden)
me: HUH? what? (and the ball landed right on my head -____-)
and she laughed her ass off, not much helppppppp -___-

hahahahahah that's all. tired and want to have a gooooooodddd SLEEP.

ADAM LAMBERT ROCKS!!!!!!!!!

I LOVE HIM!!!!

2009-05-09T07:29:00.000-07:00

This is to my mum, mama, zahariah alang mohd.

i want to post this especially for her.

mama,

i'm proud to be your daughter, to have a strong, independent, beautiful mother.

though sometimes, you might be so irritating. where you always press on me. but what to do?

you are like that. hahaha

but whatever it is.

i've gone through what you have gone through ma. it's been haunting me, but i take it is fate, fate for me to be a better person, and hopefully, to take care of you, to make you happy.(i cant promise now, cause you knw urself, that, the future cant be predicted)

i knw, i'm not a good daughter to you, i've been always giving you problems. i faught with ''you knw who'' A LOT OF PPL. Ran away from home over a small thing. i've been giving you so much trouble. i'm a headache to you. But now, i've grown more mature as i realized that, i was being an idiot. But sometimes, you need to understand. I don't knw how to express myself/or sometimes i express so much of myself lols. I don't knw how to show myself. Easy to be said that, i'm like a living rock. i cant do things correctly. but i knw deep inside me, it wasn't intentionally.

The past. It's still etch on my mind. Where the hard and good times with you and ayah(dad). But over that time, i've grown stronger. Stronger to knw what's wrong and right. stronger to face the Reality. stronger to making sure that i wont go back into the past. Sometimes, i do wonder why do you have to face all this. what have you done? when is it going to be over? and while i asked myself that. I cried. I want my mama to live a good life. So i prayed to Allah(god) wanting you and erin(my younger sis) to lead a good life in malaysia.

Now, i'm in singapore, and you're in malaysia. i chose to stay here. to have my education here, and i will study hard. so in the future, i will be able to take care of you and erin.

Ma, i knw tht i am a bad daughter. I KNW THAT. i wont be the daughter you can proudly tell your friends.I also knw that even some of your friends/ family members looked down on me. BUT i dont care, because they dunnoe anything. They only see on the outside. because i knw, you knw me best. deep inside you, you dun think what they think of me.

They can say everything bad about me. About you. But you knw what ma? why they even care? it's our life not theirs. Sometimes i do feel sad that they only see the bad side of me. But again ma, I DONT GIVE A DAMN. so you should not give a care bout them too. =)

i've grown stronger to face it. i'm not weak anymore. and i won't waste my tears over them. because they are just wasting of time.

Ma, i cant express anything to you, because i dont knw how to. but it doesnt mean i dun love you. it's just, the word love is hard for me to say it out loud. Eventhough how much i missed you, i cant express it, because i don't know how. BECAUSE I'M A LIVING ROCK. lol.

Ma, i'm sorry for what i've done, and to that,

I LOVE YOU:)

it's easier for me to write than to say it. because ma, seriously, I DON'T KNW HOW.HAHA.

mama, you are amazing, intelligent, independent and beautiful both on the outside and inside.

i'm sorry i cant provide anything for you. but i hope this is enough for you. because it's from the bottom of my heart.

I LOVE YOU

and lastly

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY

from ur stubborn and heartless daughter,

Syazreen Aida Bte (i dun want to post that name on my blog) hahahaha.

OK, NOT DEAD YET

2009-05-07T06:33:00.000-07:00

HELLOOOO
hahahahaha, my blog is dying.
LOL nothing to post mah. cause nothing much is going on right now. =D
but, this is to MR NAZRI.
lols. i hope he trace my blog. if he does then

HHHHHEEEEEEELLLLLLOOOOOOOOO

MR NAZRI hehehehehehe

that's all. hahaha

LABOUR DAY= picnic day

2009-05-01T07:36:00.000-07:00

THIS IS CANDID PPL LOL
ATIKA AND ME. HAHAHAHAA

AWW.. THEY LOVE ME(not!) LOL!

WE DID THIS AND AFTER THAT....

WE FELL.. LOLS

WHEN SHE'S UP. I'M DOWN

WHEN I'M UP, SHE'S DOWN

WHEN EVERYBODY'S IN THE AIR, SO HIGH, I WAS STILL GOING UP IN THE AIR.LOL. I HAVE MORE WEIGHT, AND MORE GRAVATATIONAL FORCE ACT ON ME. LOL.

THIS IS WHEN EVERYBODY IS TOO HEAVY. LOL YOU CAN SEE I'M THE MOST HEAVIEST.

THIS IS WHEN AIN BEING TOO LAZY. LOL

ACCCORDING TO OUR HEIGHT. LOL

DOING YOGA.

MUSCLE CONTEST. GOD I HAVE A BODY OF A MAN. =.=(hate it sia)

we had a blast today. lol. can't live without sneakers. hahahahhaha so you can see that i'm wearing a dress with a pair of sneakers. i knw it's weird for me to wear a dress, cause i dun wear one. ONCE IN A THOUSAND YEARS. hahahaha. but i had fun though. love you guys.

haahahaha. there was me, ain, aisyah, atika and her bf, abu and shafiqah and her bf, ''op''. lols

it was very embarrassing for me to wear a dress in public at first, but then, wth. who cares if i look weird in it. lols. i knw you guys would close ur eyes after seeing me in that. lols. hahahahah. i seriously dun think i look good in it. lols. so i've upload some pictures, hope you guys ENJOY! lols.

BITCH

2009-04-25T22:23:00.004-07:00

HOW OLD ARE YOU? 3? EH YOU CALLED AIN AND YOU ASK '' ASAL KAU CARIK PASAL?'' TRANS: WHY FINDING TROUBLING WITH US?
EH YOU CALLED AND YOU NEVER GIVE UR NAME, AND USE THAT ''OH I DUN FIND IT FUNNY'' VOICE, AND YOU ARE ASKING AIN THAT?
NOW LET ME ASK YOU.
WHAT'S UR PROBLEM?? WHAT DID SHE DO TO YOU? WHERE THE HELL DO YOU GET THE DAMN NUMBER FROM?
EH BITCH, IF YOU DARE YOU ADMIT. AND CONFRONT ME, SYAZREEN NOT AIN. CAUSE YOU KNW WHY?
AT FIRST I ASK YOU NICELY, WHAT'S UR NAME AND YOU INSULT MY MOTHER. THAT REALLY TRIGGER ME OFF! KNW WHAT? 'WHOEVER YOU REALLY ARE' ARE SERIOUSLY PATHETIC, I DUN EVEN THINK YOU GET THE RIGHT PERSON AT FIRST, I MEAN AIN?? EH, WE DUN FIND FAULT WITH OTHERS. YOU ARE!
WHAT DID SHE DO?? DUN YOU FIND 'WHOEVER YOU ARE', PATHETIC, NO GUTS AND NOT FUNNY AT ALL? HAH. NEXT TIME WHEN YOU WANT TO DO PRANK CALLS, FIND WHAT OUR PROBLEM WITH YOU FIRST. I MEAN THE EXACT PROBLEM, NOT JUST SOME STUPID ASSUMPTIONS.

DARE TO ADMIT URSELF BITCH. I KNW UR A GIRL.
COME MEET ME FACE TO FACE, I'M NOT SCARED AT ALL. YOU MAY WANT TO BRING UR WHOLE COLONY, BUT I WILL BRING ONLY MYSELF, BECAUSE WHY? I'M NOT SCARED LIKE YOU GUYS, WITH NO GUTS AT ALL.
PATHETIC FOOLS.

2009-04-25T22:23:00.000-07:00

She is amazing. My idol. lol. Her voice is simply unique.

todaytodaytoday

2009-04-25T06:19:00.000-07:00

hmm..... today??? let me see, and recall what WE did at JAMMING STUDIO
hahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahaha

ok me, ain and atika headed to Lot 1 , went to Cotton On shop. yeah. we were just looking around, ain bought her bag. i didn't find anything interesting(typical me lol). went around Lot 1, walk walk walk, then ate at Long John Silver, hahahha knw what i ate?? SALAD
WTH rite??? i dont feel like eating nowadays, hahaha dunnoe why. I. ATE. SALAD??? wow that's a record. usually i'll eat anything that will make me grow FAT . lol.
My throat is full of PHLEGM, haiz and my right ear went deaf. because.of.PHLEGM. -___-"
my life couldn't be more great. after Lot 1 went to Jamming Studio.

isit just me or the weather is FREAKING HOT???
Jamming studio, in the private room, we were half N_ _ _D. because inside was freaking/damn/effing/f*****g HOT! hahahah of course we locked the door. -____-''
then we talked bout our, BODY. lol. now you guys will get what i meant. hahahahhahhaa
shall not eloborate. hahahahaha had fun! like seriously. hahahhahahaha

you guys ROCK MY STINKING DINKING SOCKS! hahahahahhaha

alright. that's all. lols!

IRRITATED

2009-04-23T05:23:00.001-07:00

erm.. i dun wanna mention names but, haiz i'm kinda irritated. i'm nt referring to you or anybody who reading this but if you think i'm referring to you, confide me. i'm okay with it. and i would love that =) hah.

it's like what did i do, that you dun like me? you dunnoe me, and i dun even know you. hah. how pathetic you can be??? retard. usually i dun even care if you somebody dun like me, but some ppl dun like me because they know me. but this??? YOU DUN EVEN KNOW ME
i'm just confused+irritated+wth , the thing is, what did i do to you??

alright that's all. still not feeling better, i should listen to some hardcore/metal songs to get it off my head. =)

BACK TO SCHOOL!!!!!!!!

2009-04-23T05:23:00.000-07:00

YEAH!!!!!! FINALLY!!!!!!! SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!!

hahahahha.i know, I'M WEIRD hahahaha, most of the ppl who knew me would say that. lols
i just LOVE going to school.
okok let's talk bout today. wont elaborate much, will only post bout interesting things. lols

school school lesson lesson lesson test test test.

haahaha had maths test today, lolss!!!!! it was very funny.ok, here it is.
we didn't finish the paper on time, so MS give us extra time. which is AFTER SCHOOL.

so jyeah, after all remedials, chem, physics, remedials end roughly bout, 2pm??? after that, went straight to do our maths test. lols there was no MS. so we kinda cheated. lols
Aiman was the noisiest, he was like
"eh kok hoa, how to do this ah, see see ur paper, kok hao faster!'' -____-
ASS LA HE.
i was busying doing my paper, cause i dun want to cheat. GOOD GIRL MAH
lols.
there was this one bloody ass question, even kok hao gave up. hahahaha. i didn't cause i've seen the question before, so was trying really hard to remember. lols.
THEN, MS gave us a BIG HINT, so i'd figured it out. i was so GAY-HAPPY. kok hao was frustrated, so i let him see my paper, when MS was not LOOKING. lols. CHEATING!!!!
hehehe.
cause he helped me lot of other times, when i dunnoe one particular question(i didn't mean cheat, like he give the ans all that, HE just explain it to me, for me to understand better)
so yeah, THANKS KOK HAO!! =D
after the cheating thing situation, hahaha went to vb. alson was emo-ing cause he didn't do that bloody-ass question. but i let him looked at my paper sia, cause he's sitting beside kok hao. but he said he cant see my workings. -____-'' hahahah, my handwritting sucks .

went to vb. do some drills,it was selection of positioning thingy. so yeah. lols
i'm starting to grew more fond of center position. hahaha. BUT I STILL LOVE MAIN POSITION!!! THAT'S THE PROB. I WANT TO BE AT MAIN POSITION!!! urgh~
well life is just unfair. -___-'' agree??? lols
wont have any vb the next few weeks, MYE IS COMING like soon!!
but
no worries ppl, i'm prepared for MYE. hahahah except for my maaaaallllllaaaaaayyyyyy~
i got UNDERGRADED for my CA1.
haiz~ i need to read more then, MALAY BOOKS.-_____-''

hahahahah, yeah, that's all. =D

medical certificate

2009-04-21T07:12:00.000-07:00

I WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL!!!!!!!
i cant go to school cause i have 2 days of MC. WA LAO.

I had my asthma attack like 3am??? or since yesterday i dunnoe. lols. serious sia, i cant sleep, my chest was burning in pain. Vormit at bout 4am?? vomitted, not all the phelgm came out. feel bit better after i vomitted. finally can sleep like 2 hours before the asthma attack came again.
-___- so sian. slept in the hall, on the sofa, outside had better ventilation. so yeah. ain mum woke up to give me medicine, need to take this 10 tiny pills, brown in color. had that, felt bit better,for my cough la, not asthma. -___- i lost my iNHALER actually. hehhehe. lols
i didn't expect that i would have my asthma attack, because the symtoms of having asthma would be cough then followed by flu. Not thiis time, it was sore throat-fever-flu then asthma.
-__-'' haiz~ so yeah didn't expected it.

At 8am, ain's mum, brought me to the doctor. waited for 10min before the doctor came. i was the second patient.
see the doctor, then she said that, my asthma was quite critical so she had to give me NABULIZASTON it's like a mask thing, some kind of oxygen, need to breathe it in through my lungs, so that one of my lungs vessel, the one that has to take in oxygen(in simple saying, for me to breathe) so yeah, it took 15min before the medicine run out, the one that i had to breathe it in. For asthma patient would knw what is it. =)
knw what the doctor say??
Doctor: if you come to my clinic you have to tell my nurse that you having asthma, so that i would allow you jump queue. you don't just keep quiet, and bear the pain.
Me: ok(cant talk much because i dont have much oxygen left LOL)
Doctor: so okay syazreen, next time, dun be stubborn, you need to inform ur parents that you're sick, you cannt keep quiet.
Doctor(talking to ain's mum): So next time if ur daughter, have difficulty in breathing or having flu, fever quickly ask her to take a pump(the inhaler thing). if it doesn't work, bring her to a clinic or A&E(which means hospital, i hate hospital lol)
Doctor(talking to me now): So next time, syazreen dun just keep quiet, inform ur parents ok?
I just nod.

after i'd taken the nabulization, the doctor tell me bout the medicinnes she gonna give me.
Anti biotics pills
Asthma pills
Flu pills
phlegm pills
Asthma+dunnoe what pills
Cough syrup
and
Inhaler. -____-

the doctor says i have to bring my inhaler every where, in case of any emergency(which means if i suddenly have asthma attack)
i just nod again. lol nothing to say mah. hahahahhaha
she asked me whether i need MC, i just said for today only.
you knw what she said??
''no you have to have a good rest, so i'll give 2 days of MC. -________-'' waa lao wei~
so i just nod. again. lol. hahahahha
after i'd taken the NABULIZATION. my legs/hands/whole body, become jelly. i was shaking. lol. i kinda feel a bit dizzy. the world was spinning. hahahahaahah like high on drugs sia. hahahhaha
yeah went back, ate my breakfast, eat medicine, slept. FINALLY! lols!
woke up, still shaking, bathe, ate, thenn medicine again. lols
serious, the pills making me sleepy sia. so i took nap. 1/2 hour only.
then now, still shaking, my fingers are shaking while i type right now. lol hahahah
i took my medicine just now. lols. now making me sleepy -____-''

I WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL 2MORO SIA!! sob sob sob.

SICK!

2009-04-20T04:01:00.000-07:00

alright, had school as usual.but i cant really concentrate cause i'm down with a fever/flu/cough. LOL. In the morning my temperature was 37.6, oh so i thought. -____-''. lol. After half of the day, in the com lab having CME, i took my temperature again cause i thought i was feeling better, I THOUGHT AH. then you knw what's my temperature??????????? hahahahaha. it was damn/bloody 37.9. ri-te -____- then, then, then right. I THOUGHT I WAS FEELING BETTER AGAIN but i was wrong, AGAIN. i took my temp again, that time, i was having my mother tongue class, i sneeze, sneeze and sneeze again. hahaha the two packets of tissue i brought to school all had been used. LOL. good thing i had my back up, TOWEL. ok i took my temp it was 38.0. i was like, WHATTHE?? kinda feel a bit tired/no energy/feel like dying hahaha. BUT i'm strong, i went for training -___-

ok training tried not to show that i'm sick, so i was like( syazreen you're strong, don't pass out) of course i didn't pass out. hahahaha i love vb man. but jasmine knew that i was not feeling well, and she was like,
SYAZ YOU OK?? many times i guess. jasmine dun belittle me hor. =)
so training we did the normal stuff, dig, set, serve, gym, spiked.
hahaahhaa ALSON i got back my momentum ready.. hahahahahahaha
then we spike, spike, spike. then BREAK TIME. there was no justin/jun feng to train us. boring eh. lol. had match with the guys.
first match lost, second won/lose??? dun remember. THIRD match i played with the guys(i was the only girl btw -___-)
the third match had done lots of mistakes at first, then i bucked up. hahahah zhen wei was the damn setter. lol. he set to me wa lao. DAMN NICE. -___- lols, but manage to spike. hahaha then we SCORED! lols. the weird thing was, when i was in the back row,i kept forgetting to go to the centre, i kept going to the main place. lols. Forgotten that i was the center front player. LOL! then kok hao was the one kept reminding me. thanks kok hao. wait i havent tell the weird part, i kept following where kok hao goes. LOL! stalker sia me. lols. yeah,then right,
that somebody was so hyper. LOLS.
then had the second last match, we won. hahahahha. then last match was not complete because we lost track of time, very late ready suppose to go home. lols
Ms. Tan demand for us to stop train, hahahaha thenn yeah went back home.

reached home, and i took panadol extra. then took my temp. wow 38.6 at first la. so i cool down for a while, and took my temp again. 38.6. told ain bout my temp, then she ask me to go bath cold water. so i did.
38.3 -____- hahaha told ain's dad, then he asked me to rest, before i rest have to take panadol. so now, i'm blogging not listening to the advice hahahaa. I dun think i look sick, hahahah cause ain parents have no clue that i'm sick, lol. until i toold ain's dad. lols
yeahh i'm going to sleep and will take my temp again. lols

nights.=)

hahahahaha ANOTHER THANKS

2009-04-17T01:54:00.000-07:00

today, bren was the one who helped me with putting the song on my blog. lol i know, i totally repel from tehcnology. Again thanks bren. get a good view of her face there, nice??? hahahaha

BREN YOU FORGOTTEN TO DELETE YOUR PIC IN MY PHONE AFTER YOU'D TAKEN IT. muahahahahahahah. I TOLD YOU I WOULD POST ON BLOG.

THANKS BRENDA

Today school, release at 11.20, speech day today. hahahahah. thought wanna go, but cant, only for the graduates. =((((( i dunnoe but i like the march in and out, so be it speech day, national day, any day that has the marching thing. But concert band were the one that actually made the marching thing more exciting... hahaha CONCERT BAND ROCKS! hahhhahahaha, yeah.. went to mac, ate, did homework, maths again as usual, making me go crazy, but not as crazy as yesterday lol. I did half of my homework, because they are calling me again( i'm referring to the food) hahahahhah they went like

" syazreen, eat me now, i know you're hungry, EAT ME EAT ME EAT ME''

and yeah ppl. all my dream to be slim( crash and burn) hahahah so i ate.

saw sylvia, ohnmar, joei and zhen wei. hahahahhaha ohnmar told me a secret .want know what??? here a scene of it.

Ohnmar: syazreen, let me tell you a secret. come here.

so me went there, agigated to know what it is, so me waited. -_______-''

Ohnmar: today is 17th of april.

then me went like ???????????????? WHHHAAAAAAAAATTTTT????

Ohmar it was lame lols

then it was my turn to tell her a secret'wriggle eyebrow plus a wry smile'

syazreen: Ohnmar come here, let me tell you a secret.

she came to me, while LAUGHING.

syazreen: today is friday

then we both laughed. the end.

i know it's lame but to both of us, it was funny, funny but lame. hahahahahahahahhahahaahahahhaha.

ohnmar you're lame hahahahha

that was it, went back home, watch twilight and slept. lols

later at night gonna burn midnight oil. LOLS

SPECIAL THANKS TO ZHEN WEI

2009-04-16T04:57:00.000-07:00

i'm posting this to a guy name Zhen Wei. if it's not for him, hahahaha i've gone CRAZY . right.now.lol
He had my password now, hahaha, he was the one did my blog skin, tag board, etc.... hahhaha b4 that, i've been cracking my head how to use this blogger function, whatever s***t LOL, i'm 16 years old but i have a brain of a 4o year old, doesn't know what's technology(yyes, ppl, get this straight, i hardly know the new things these days, a vvvveerrryy good example, BLOGGING) lol
so, HE so called 'came to my rescue' -_____-''.

thanks anyway. =)

let's talk bout today,
had school as usual, surprisingly, i have the same marks as kok hao for S.S. muahahahahahh
that sumbody said ah ' haiya i got fullmarks one la' hahahahah like ri-te -___-''.

then went to vb. had the normal stuffs, jun feng/ justin was not there, cause today had the NAFA test thingy. wa lao. BORING Eh. lol.. but it was quite ok. =)
seriously, I NEED TO BUCK UP . dude, i lost my momentum, lose touch, greew FFATTT. i'm getting slower.. and the sad thing is, i was asign to CENTRE BACK =(((( no more back main player.

and earlier today, aiman, said he was the national vb player and he said he can beat the yuhua vb players alone cause he's super duper good, talented. WHATEVER LOL.
Alson and i gang up to play vb with him and beat him. to make him wake up! dude, you're a sepak takraw player, and so what if your pri school vb team won champ for the national. IT WAS THEN??? AND FYI, PRI SCHOOL STANDARD STILL??? HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA
hmm..... tsk tsk tsk, aiman, u should stop discriminating the vb team, cause the vb players never discriminate you all, sepak team/players, and we even cheer you on sia?? wa lao... ever heard of KARMA??

WE SHALL SEE ON MONDAY.... lols =)

HELLO PEEPS!

2009-04-15T08:11:00.000-07:00

helo!welcome to my boring- unrelated- to- you- so- i- suggest - for- you- to- leave- if-it's -going- to- get- boring- for- you BLOG. hahaha.
I used to despise blogging, because of some REASONS. Weird but yeah, ppl do change their mind set. Agree?? hahahaha i might not be blogging evry single point of time/day( what can you say for a busy girl like me LOL) jyeeah, easy to be said that, i wil only be blogging when i FEEL like it. hahhaha so erm, only this i can blog about, cause nothing is really special/weird/exciting/happening/etc to me/you/anybody NOW LOL.

hahahhahaha, so yeah, till the next time.(why do i even say this???)